You will always be in my memories. Goodbye.

February 25, 2013 / 12:16AM

Those were the mem’ries.

That’s why I love to hold hands. ♥

PS: Photo not mine.

A man never leaves his wife unless he has another woman in the wings. People found running to something easier than running from something.

That’s why they’re called the ONE.

If, by some miracle, you’re lucky enough to meet the ONE, whatever you do, don’t let them go. Because you don’t get another shot at it. Soulmates aren’t like buses; there’s not going to be another one along in a minute. 

You just have to believe.

And I believe that in this big wide world, in all these billions of people, if two people are meant to be together, they’ll be together…

Peace, Love, Friendship.

Funny and a little odd how this little box come across my decluttering a while ago. It was kept with my books, notebooks, diaries and everything in between. It was a gift from a friend, an old friend should I say?

To tell you with honesty and meekness, that friend and I are not in good terms or maybe we’re not just that close anymore. I really hope there’s peace and love in our hearts now. I’m over and done with hating and confusion. Maybe it’s not hate, it’s absence. The absence of that thing called bond & communication made our hearts grow not fonder but colder and afar. 

How I wish we just had a chance to talk, just the two of us. In person. I know we cannot live with all that grudge, wonder, confusion in our hearts and minds. Not just because we are stuck in the past or in the present. But because it’s the key for a better, peaceful future. Maybe not to become as close as before, but just to tie the ends and clear all things out. I don’t want to close my mind and heart for a small talk with that friend. That friend’s too precious to fully lose. I’m happy for that friend whole-heartedly. I don’t care who and what friends they are to her, in all honesty. 

Sooner or later, I know our paths would come across just like this box. And I promise, I’ll bring this small box with me up to that point. I’ll keep our good & bad memories in there, just so maybe when we’ll meet I can open it up to her and let go of our grudges together. Maybe start a new one, with or without each other. As long as we’re happy. 

That’s the important thing here, right? Just like love, you should let go. For the better, for happiness and joy. I’m grateful enough to be a part of someone’s life, I may have been misunderstood for who I am what I say. I may have caused her pain, sorrow or whatever. But the thing is, I left something for her to learn. Yes maybe I made mistakes, don’t worry I learned from it and I know you learned from it too. It’s a win-win situation, yes?

So long my friend. So long…

(Source: saipauline.blogspot.com)

Naiyak ako kagabi.

Naiyak ako sa halo-halong emosyon. Lungkot, pag-alala sa pagiging inlove at sa mga memorya mula sa nakalipas, sa lungkot dahil sa hindi nagwork na relasyon. Walang halong galit o bitterness. Lungkot at saya lang.

Saya dahil sa pag-reminisce sa mga masasaya naming araw magkasama. Mga simpleng araw namin noon. Sa totoo lang, madami. Sobrang dami din naman. Naging masaya ako nung naging kami. Mas lamang yung saya. Kaya siguro hindi ako naging bitter. Kasi, lahat ng binabalikan kong moments, puro masasaya at kakilig-kilig. Siguro nasa disposisyon na rin yun. Choice ko namang hindi na isipin yung mga negatibong bagay eh. 

Lungkot lang, dahil syempre. Natapos na eh. Pero walang halong panghihinayang siguro, o galit o kahit ano man. Syempre, minahal ko yung tao. Sobra sobra. Kaya bakit hindi ako malulungkot diba? 

Nakakamiss lang. Hindi na din naman kami naguusap kung tatanungin mo ako. At hindi naman dahil sa hindi pa ako moved-on or whatever, pero sa tingin ko hindi pa ako handang makausap siya ulit. 

Pagdating ng tamang panahon, mararamdaman ko na lang yung urge na makita siyang muli, makausap at personal na tapusin at ayusin ang lahat. Maging magkaibigang muli. Closure para sa iba, pero hindi ending ang feeling ko eh. Hindi yun ang gusto kong ayusin, yung beginning namin bilang magkakilala, o magkaibigan. 

Ganun ako ka-anger free. Ganun ako ka bitterness-free. Masaya ako sa buhay ko ngayon, at hindi ko ikinalulungkot na single ako ngayong Pebrero. Last year pa ako single, at nakaya ko naman. Ano ngayon kung February? May difference ba maliban sa 29 days lang ngayong buwan na ‘to? Hindi ko kailangang i-date yung sarili ko dahil lang sa Valentines. February 14 man o hindi, pwedeng pwede ko i-treat yung sarili ko, at mahalin ang sarili ko ng todo todo. Hindi lang dahil love month ngayon. Masaya ako, sana kayong mga mahal ko sa buhay masaya rin kayo. Tayong lahat. 

Sana may hidden camera nalang sa paligid..

binabeybs:

Para nakukuhaan yung mga lambingan at sweet moments namin together sa isang simpleng araw. Di ko kasi nagagawang kumuha ng camera at i-set ang timer kapag nagkukulitan kami. Wala narin sa isip ko eh, ang priority ko manalo sakanya sa kilitian. Ang peke naman kasi ng dating para sakin na itapat ko ang camera samin at saka sya sabihan na “Tara! Landian tayo para sa picture!”. May camera naman o wala malandi kami sa isa’t isa eh.

Pero wala eh, ang totoo para magka picture kami ng sweet eh kelangan naming mag pose sa harap ng camera ng sweet. Maliban nalang kung may mag stolen shot samin.

Ah ewan.. Andami ko alam.

Nung may karelasyon din ako. Nung kami pa ni Joseph. Hindi ko rin naisip habang magkayakap kami, habang naghaharutan kami o naglalambingan na maglagay ng camera sa table o kung san man para makuhanan yung moment na yun.

Kahit alam kong minsanan lang kami magkita, mas maganda sana kung may mga memorabilia kami. Hahaha. Ano yon, parang graduation lang sa PUP! :))

Pero ayun nga. Wala. We share the same thoughts Vina. I can understand you, not because you’re my friend but because I really do think that way too. 

Lahat ng moment namin ni Joseph, nasa isip at puso ko lang. Corny na kung corny. Pero sa mga ganung bagay, meron akong photographic memory. Sabi nga sa napanood ko, ang mata natin ay mistulang camera at ang utak at puso natin ang memory card. Kahit ano at kahit ilan pa yang mga pictures o moments ang makuha mo, hinding hindi mo makakalimutan yun. ♥

“Sharing your life together as two people in love without pissing people off by how sickeningly sweet you are. Expressing your passions, interests and beliefs without shoving them down people’s throats. That’s what this blog has always been and will always be about.”

—Seph and Shai of Love Chic.