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My boyfriend, Paulo, and I have been together for quite a while now. We’ll be exactly 7 months together, tomorrow, August 3. 

We haven’t been together long enough to compare to other’s 2-4 year-long relationships but I know for sure that there are things we know about each other now. Simple, tiny, little things that your partner knows about you that makes you feel that he listens, he understands, he loves you.

We have been in the most rocky road we ever have taken in our lives. Our relationship isn’t perfect. We quarrel here and there. I get paranoid, stressed-out, fed-up. He gets tired of me, nagging and demanding. But that’s normal. 

After a fight, I never thought he’d been through so much these past few days. I can say, he changed and sacrificed, adjusted and faced a lot. Not just for him, but for me and our relationship. I was here trying to figure things out, trying to stop myself to weigh and measure his love, faith in me, in us. And there he is, fighting for us all along.

We talked a while ago. Well, we don’t have much time to talk about things with all the details but at least we did. After knowing what had happened, I can say, he’s so strong. I am so proud of him.

He loves me, and he will not leave me. He even tried not to let his teardrops fall. To show me that he’s with me in the battle. He will be by my side. I just have to have faith and trust. 

Oh, he brought me my favorite. Jollibee’s Jolly Hotdog Classic. Maybe a peace offering. But it was so thoughtful of him. Knowing that I may be craving for it and I would love to eat it. He said to eat it right away, but I chose to save it for later. Knowing that it would make me happy. 

He knows what I want, what I usually order in restaurants and fastfood. What I love to eat. What will I probably be craving for. 

I miss him so much. I would have embraced him to death if it’s possible. I would have kissed him until both of us can’t breathe. 

We’ll hold on to each other. We’ll never give up. God has plans for us. And being together is a part of it, I know for sure. 

Chocolates from mi amor. He knows I’m not much into sweets, still he gives me a dose of it. Not being into something doesn’t mean you would never want to receive them. Especially from someone special. 
07.28.2014

Chocolates from mi amor. He knows I’m not much into sweets, still he gives me a dose of it. Not being into something doesn’t mean you would never want to receive them. Especially from someone special. 

07.28.2014

What’s my current phone wallpaper? A photo of Mi Amor & I. 
There’s never a time when I look / stare at our photo that I wouldn’t be able to smile and get giggly and nostalgic and giddy all over again. I wouldn’t mind looking at our photo every day. 
They say, 'forever' means how long and is measured by time. But for me, Paulo’s my forever. I don’t care how long or short that would mean. As long as we’re together, it’s forever. Gets me through my days.   

What’s my current phone wallpaper? A photo of Mi Amor & I.

There’s never a time when I look / stare at our photo that I wouldn’t be able to smile and get giggly and nostalgic and giddy all over again. I wouldn’t mind looking at our photo every day.

They say, 'forever' means how long and is measured by time. But for me, Paulo’s my forever. I don’t care how long or short that would mean. As long as we’re together, it’s forever. Gets me through my days.   

This life is what you make it. No matter what, you’re going to mess up sometimes, it’s a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you’re going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they’ll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, some go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they’re your true best friends. Don’t let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they’ll come and go too. And baby, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can’t give up because if you give up, you’ll never find your soulmate. You’ll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn’t mean you’re gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don’t, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life’s a beautiful thing and there’s so much to smile about.

“I fell in love with him. But I don’t just stay with him by default as if there’s no one else available to me. I stay with him because I choose to, every day that I wake up, every day that we fight or lie to each other or disappoint each other. I choose him over and over again, and he chooses me.”

— Veronica Roth, Allegiant (via simply-quotes)

He whispered words to me..

and I felt like crying but were able to fight it. Those were the most important and memorable set of words he said to me.. 

“If you love two people at the same time, choose the second. Because if you really loved the first one, you wouldn’t have fallen for the second.”

— Johnny Depp

“No relationship is perfect, ever. There are always some ways you have to bend, to compromise, to give something up in order to gain something greater…The love we have for each other is bigger than these small differences. And that’s the key. It’s like a big pie chart, and the love in a relationship has to be the biggest piece. Love can make up for a lot.”

— This Lullaby by Sarah Dessen
His close-to-fake smile, which is really genuine. The way he hugs me, he kisses me, he teases me and makes me laugh to death. I’m over the edge with him. I’m always happy with him. I’m in love with him, no matter what. 

His close-to-fake smile, which is really genuine. The way he hugs me, he kisses me, he teases me and makes me laugh to death. I’m over the edge with him. I’m always happy with him. I’m in love with him, no matter what.