Peace, Love, Friendship.
Funny and a little odd how this little box come across my decluttering a while ago. It was kept with my books, notebooks, diaries and everything in between. It was a gift from a friend, an old friend should I say?
To tell you with honesty and meekness, that friend and I are not in good terms or maybe we’re not just that close anymore. I really hope there’s peace and love in our hearts now. I’m over and done with hating and confusion. Maybe it’s not hate, it’s absence. The absence of that thing called bond & communication made our hearts grow not fonder but colder and afar.
How I wish we just had a chance to talk, just the two of us. In person. I know we cannot live with all that grudge, wonder, confusion in our hearts and minds. Not just because we are stuck in the past or in the present. But because it’s the key for a better, peaceful future. Maybe not to become as close as before, but just to tie the ends and clear all things out. I don’t want to close my mind and heart for a small talk with that friend. That friend’s too precious to fully lose. I’m happy for that friend whole-heartedly. I don’t care who and what friends they are to her, in all honesty.
Sooner or later, I know our paths would come across just like this box. And I promise, I’ll bring this small box with me up to that point. I’ll keep our good & bad memories in there, just so maybe when we’ll meet I can open it up to her and let go of our grudges together. Maybe start a new one, with or without each other. As long as we’re happy.
That’s the important thing here, right? Just like love, you should let go. For the better, for happiness and joy. I’m grateful enough to be a part of someone’s life, I may have been misunderstood for who I am what I say. I may have caused her pain, sorrow or whatever. But the thing is, I left something for her to learn. Yes maybe I made mistakes, don’t worry I learned from it and I know you learned from it too. It’s a win-win situation, yes?
So long my friend. So long…