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Bedweather.

Oh I’m the best girlfriend in town!

Me to my dearest jowa: Galingan mo sa exam. Kung hindi, galingan mo nalang kumopya. Wag kang papahuli. I suggest kumain ka. Mahirap mangopya kapag walang laman ang tyan. Break a neck!  

Wide Awake

Super duper active and alive. I can’t sleep, I don’t want to. I want to feel him. I get most of my positivity and courage from him. He’s one of my inspirations and motivations now.

I have never imagined myself to feel and think this way. Maybe not so soon. Maybe not this time. But God proved me wrong, I proved myself wrong. I am capable of everything, I am strong enough for what God has planned for me and for the future. 

Because this is my new favorite photo of Pau with his Papa. 

Because this is my new favorite photo of Pau with his Papa. 

My boyfriend, Paulo, and I have been together for quite a while now. We’ll be exactly 7 months together, tomorrow, August 3. 

We haven’t been together long enough to compare to other’s 2-4 year-long relationships but I know for sure that there are things we know about each other now. Simple, tiny, little things that your partner knows about you that makes you feel that he listens, he understands, he loves you.

We have been in the most rocky road we ever have taken in our lives. Our relationship isn’t perfect. We quarrel here and there. I get paranoid, stressed-out, fed-up. He gets tired of me, nagging and demanding. But that’s normal. 

After a fight, I never thought he’d been through so much these past few days. I can say, he changed and sacrificed, adjusted and faced a lot. Not just for him, but for me and our relationship. I was here trying to figure things out, trying to stop myself to weigh and measure his love, faith in me, in us. And there he is, fighting for us all along.

We talked a while ago. Well, we don’t have much time to talk about things with all the details but at least we did. After knowing what had happened, I can say, he’s so strong. I am so proud of him.

He loves me, and he will not leave me. He even tried not to let his teardrops fall. To show me that he’s with me in the battle. He will be by my side. I just have to have faith and trust. 

Oh, he brought me my favorite. Jollibee’s Jolly Hotdog Classic. Maybe a peace offering. But it was so thoughtful of him. Knowing that I may be craving for it and I would love to eat it. He said to eat it right away, but I chose to save it for later. Knowing that it would make me happy. 

He knows what I want, what I usually order in restaurants and fastfood. What I love to eat. What will I probably be craving for. 

I miss him so much. I would have embraced him to death if it’s possible. I would have kissed him until both of us can’t breathe. 

We’ll hold on to each other. We’ll never give up. God has plans for us. And being together is a part of it, I know for sure. 

Chocolates from mi amor. He knows I’m not much into sweets, still he gives me a dose of it. Not being into something doesn’t mean you would never want to receive them. Especially from someone special. 
07.28.2014

Chocolates from mi amor. He knows I’m not much into sweets, still he gives me a dose of it. Not being into something doesn’t mean you would never want to receive them. Especially from someone special. 

07.28.2014