HAZME EL AMOR
I’m into photographs, books & fashion — shoes to be specific. A wanderlust, aiming to be a globe-trotter. Come and join me to conquer the world.
since I last laid my eyes on my blog.
since I last typed at this text box/window.
I have missed this. So much.
I miss a lot of things actually. Being in solitude for a whole day made me realize a lot of things. Made me look back, think twice maybe thrice. Made me smile, made me cry. A lot of things had passed, had changed but a lot of things and memories had remained in my head.
When I see this certain car model, my eyes automatically sets on the plate number. Maybe, there’s something inside of me that’s wishing it’s yours.
I was hallucinating a while ago. Maybe I’m day dreaming. Everything’s in my head. Made-up like it’s really happening.
I thought there’s a car parked outside. You got out of the car, smiled at me and gave me a bouquet of flowers. It was surreal. You were the guy I met that night, the guy who took me to Tagaytay because I just felt like going but there’s something different about you too. You look fresh, free of excess baggage. Your smile was genuine and contagious.
You handed me the flowers and suddenly, a tear dropped from my eyes. Butterflies all over my tummy. You’re proposing. The reason you left and haven’t been communicating for so long was because you’ve been trying to solve something. Something that keeps you attached with the past. You finally moved on. And you wanted me to be your present, future. You proposed to me, and I said…
I said NO.
NO because I was hallucinating. No because all of those were just playing in my mind. My mind’s playing tricks. Fooling me. Literally, I wept. Sadness hugged my entire being. Devastated by the thought of you. I hate how you have this effect on me.
Everytime I pass by Mcdonald’s ( Ortigas Ext, the one beside East Ortigas Mansions) I remember you. A few times we stopped over to grab something even after we had dinner. Stayed inside the car up to wee hours and just talked about random stuff. Got sleepy and then decided to go home but you went straight to Antipolo and had a few drinks before really heading home. (You never made that U-Turn. We always end up going to Antipolo.) I remember when you have to pull over just so you can stop and see my 1x1 photo, we’re outrageous like that. Yeah.
Sorry, you have to drop me off everytime since you can’t sleepover at our place. There was a time that we stayed all through the night at the car park. Oh, we went to Mcdonald’s (again) and ate breakfast (because I’m hungry) around 5 in the morning stayed in the car for a while (because we’re sleepy) before really heading home because we have to be at work by 7. We wanted to make the whole day and night worth our while. We don’t have all the free time in the world. Those were the days.
I miss those days.
Over saturated photos for an over budget date with my girlfriend. Catching up with each other’s life. Can’t get enough of each other. ♥
{Haul for the day L-R: champagne sandals, purple doll shoes, black platforms}
Well, if you’d go to Payless you’ll pay more. Bahahaha! Three new shoes for ze collection. ♥ Can’t get enough of ‘em.
{Fioni purple doll shoes}
{Montego Bay Club champagne sandals}
{Brash black platforms}
I don’t need a lot of wishes, just give me lots’a shoes. Bahahaha! I’d be broke, I tell ya.
Say hello to Iya’s new camera strap all the way from the H to the K! Wahahaha. (Feeling like a Radio Jockey, yeehaa). Jane, kimperjein, went to Hongkong last week and I asked her a huge favor to buy me a new camera strap for my beloved camera. She knows what I’ll like. So yeah, here it is!
It’s a reversible strap, one side is plain and the other The photo above is the printed side, obviously. It’s too cute, yes?
Less of the tummy please! :)
/got the confidence to post it mehehehe
Itetext mo ako kung nasaan ako, pag nag reply ako. HIndi ka na magttext ulit. Itetext mo ako kung hanggang anong oras ako sa trabaho o anong oras ang labas ko, pero pag nagreply ako ano na?
Yayayain mo kong umalis o lumabas, pero anong nangyayari? Naiintindihan ko naman na malayo ka eh. Na hindi sa lahat ng oras na magkayayaan e pwede ka. Alam ko yun. Kaya madalas, kami lang mga magkakalapit ang nagkakakitaan dahil minsan pwedeng isang text lang at matripan magkikita kami. Pero hindi naman ako nagkulang, ganun padin ang free day ko. Monday padin. Kapag niyayaya ako beforehand, sinasabi ko kung pwede man ako o hindi, at kung anong oras ako pwede. Kung biglaang yayaan, ganun din naman. Kung balak mong magyaya, at hindi ka pwedeng lumayo sabihin mo ng maaga. Tapos make sure, na sasabihan mo kami. Hindi pwedeng tatanungin mo lang ako kung nasan ako. Alam naman natin yung “follow-up” at “confirmation” ika nga.
Ano ba naman yung sabihan ako kung kelan ka andito, umeffort na umalis o lumabas o makipagkita kung talagang gusto. Hindi din naman sakto ang oras ng lahat. Pero syempre, kailangan ipakita mo na gusto mo talaga. Hanggang text lang ang yayaan natin eh. Walang natutuloy. Pano yun?
Andami na panahon at kwento ang lumipas, ano na nangyayari?
It’s the second time we had Mocha cake, my favorite flava, for my colleagues’ birthday celebration. There’s something with mocha and caffeine that I really love. Perfect combination.
We aren’t much allowed to eat in our station / department. But what the heck! It’s a birthday celebration! Let that pass! ☺
I love cakes, not too sweet though, and I very much love surprises. ♥
